Thursday, January 22, 2009

Every little things that I've done appeared to be fishy by all. Be it purely innocent behaviours.

Scene 1: I am meddling with time by approximately 10 - 15mins. The carpark unit officer is there checking on the cars on the lower deck. I saw I went up back being the reason I only place the night coupon since it's already 1015pm. I assume the officer have not done her routine checkings on the upper deck. Told sis to go back first but she still stayed waiting at the void deck. Reason being : I DON'T LIKE IT. IT'S FISHY.

I tried to control myself. I recalled: Mistakes will linger in people's mind but not your kindness or efforts.

Scene 2: Tiff with the fockers. Again my behaviours are mis-interpreted.

I controlled again. I recalled: Mistakes will linger in people's mind but not your kindness or efforts.

I've made up my mind. Since I'm not happy at all with my life, why continue. Nevermind of being guilty of breaching my religion rules. I'm returning myself back to HIM. That's all I'm asking for. And so off I'm going to Bintan, retreat in my mind with my current CO and there will I be mortally free forever.

I do not have any regrets.


Mine :p
I'm touched by the sun kisses & rays.
1:32 PM

[.Her Simple Life.]

. Nur Farhana by name . December by month . Dog by year . Strength by family . Love by Razali . Tranquility by prayers . Indulgence by capabilities . Dreams by career . Stories by blog .

[.Her Indulgence.]

. Her family . Her pure love . Her irresistable people . Her cruising . Her Pink Ettusais powder . Her Kenzo Red Flower . Her four wheels . Her Braun Buffel . Her IKEA Vanilla scented candles . Her bed .

[.Her Ultimatum.]

. Her happiness . Her & his own crib . Her health . Her & his offsprings . Her cash cow .


[.Among the pebbles on the bay.]





[.My Waves.]

. dhilot .
. yun .
. declone .
. aidah .
. diah .
. nurul .
. mr katak .
. mrs katak .
. suhaili .
. atie .
. fizah .



[.My Daily Sunrays.]

. studiofrost .
. papergirls .
. little red heels .
. blessedbeau .
. msmaterialgirl .
. kak ayu's yummies .
. tararoad .
. victoria secret - LADIES only .



[.My Pearlie Finds.]

. versari ade .
. ratu weddings .
. draman & sons .
. luxe nuptials .
. gubahan cinta designs .
. club jazz .
. henna momma.
. miztiq .
. juz favors .
. simply dvine inc .
. simply cupcakes .
. pretty pastries .
. ainon hj sulaiman .
. sri mahligai .
. pixel wave .

[.kudos.]

designer
[anis.]

guardians
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